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¹³ You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body
    and knit me together in my mother’s womb.
¹⁴ Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex!
    Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it.
¹⁵ You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion,
    as I was woven together in the dark of the womb.
¹⁶ You saw me before I was born.
    Every day of my life was recorded in your book.
Every moment was laid out
    before a single day had passed.

¹⁷ How precious are your thoughts about me,^[b] O God.
    They cannot be numbered!

Psalm 139: 13-17

The Creator of Heaven and Earth perfectly created Jackson and Stafford for His purpose. Every detail of their life is recorded. He has a beautiful plan for them. He loves them more than I do (which can be hard to imagine) and holds them in the palm of His hands.

I have to keep declaring this and believing it! The world believes what can be seen but God tells us to have Faith!

Faith shows the reality of what we hope for; it is the evidence of things we cannot see -Hebrews 11:1

Is it hard? Absolutely! Have I had my days of doubt and grief? YES! The journey to healing has been long and it isn’t over yet. I desperately want to hear my boys speak to me. When I pick them up from school, I want to hear how their day went. When they cry, I want to know why without all the guess work. It can be hard to walk into a classroom of kids the same age as the boys and see the differences.

Gods is asking me to trust Him. Surrender the boys to Him. So Ill continue to ask the Lord to guide our steps! Close the doors we aren’t meant to enter and open the door to His perfect plan. Praising Him along the way for the progress they make!

Note: This is my first post in a while, but I am keeping the progress page updated with videos of new things the boys are doing! Check It out!

Thank you for your prayers!